we have been apart before, but this feels different, further. even though i am in the same country as him now, i still feel further away than i did when i was in a different hemisphere.
i have built my own life in this little town, far away from the city we live in. i have friends, a job, a schedule, shared experiences. i settled in faster and easier here than i did when i was living with him.
it's very hard not to try and plan and predict what could happen. it's only very occasionally that i let myself just be with what is here and now.
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